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[07 Dec 2006|01:37am] |
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opening credits: cute without the e (cut from the team)~taking back sunday
waking up: the banks of boston beauty queen~the dresden dolls
1st day of school: into the labyrinth~trevor jones
falling in love: 5 to 1~the doors
fight song: spiriling~jimmie's chicken shack
breaking up: love & war~rilo kiley
prom: the 11th hour~rancid
life's ok: square heart~black heart procession
mental breakdown: under my voodoo~sublime
driving flashback: shoots & ladders~korn
getting back together: riders on the storm~the doors
birth of a child: two at a time~guster
wedding: till we have to say goodbye~black heart procession
final battle: i was a prayer~alkaline trio
death scene: the time has come~dresden dolls
funeral song: something in the air~tom petty & the heartbreakers
end credits: needle in the camel's eye~brian eno
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[13 Nov 2006|09:32pm] |
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emily rose connour...that's what my name will be after 5/25...yep, gettin married...hurrah for me & jacob
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[18 Jul 2006|11:17pm] |
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you know how some people just feel like home...sigh...
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[14 Jul 2006|08:41pm] |
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i am, in general, too happy a person to be comfortable admitting that anything less then what i have... could make me any happier than i am...even when it is completely obvious...i am my own ruin...now what?
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[03 Jul 2006|05:24pm] |
we drove the car to the top of the parking ramp...on the 4th of july...we sat out on the hood with a couple of warm beers and watched the fireworks...explode in the sky...and there was an exodus of birds from the trees...but they didnt know, we were only pretending...and the people all looked up and looked pleased...and the birds flew around like the whole world was ending...and i don't think war is noble...and i don't like to think that love is like war...but i got a big hot cherry bomb, and i want to slip it through the mail slot...of your front door...you can't leave me here...i've got your back now...you'd better have mine...cause you say the coast is clear...but you say that all the time...so many sheep i quit counting
sleepless and embarrassed about the way that i feel...trying to make mole hills out of mountains...building base camp at the bottom of a really big deal...and did i tell you how i stoped eating???when you stopped calling me...and i was cramped up shitting rivers for weeks...and pretending that i was finally free...and you can't leave me here...now that your back you'd better stay this time...cause you say the coast is clear...but you say that all the time...we drove the car to the top of the parking ramp...on the 4th of july...and i planted my dusty boots on the bumper and sat out on the hood...and looked up at the sky
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[23 Jun 2006|12:56am] |
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all work & no play makes emily...
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[25 May 2006|12:47pm] |
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happy?!?
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[15 May 2006|05:27pm] |
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INGA MUSCIO...GET OFF YOUR ASS BUY ONE OF HER BOOKS...YOU'LL THANK ME LATER
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[03 May 2006|08:58pm] |
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i am not responsible for anything other than my own actions...
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[27 Apr 2006|08:11pm] |
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uhhhhmmm...akward?
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| AS I DRUNKENLY SLANDER YOUR NAME |
[27 Mar 2006|10:24pm] |
so i had planned a rant of my love for a certain literary character but then last nite i got stupid so instead...at what point so you start to force what you wants to heavily on you sig, other? when does it stop being a compromise & start being overbearing? is it fair to deny someone growing experiencies simply because you think it's for their own good? will they later resent you for it? why is vocal communication so damn important to me? do i read to much into things? if this was the best decision why do i feel so shitty? why is it every time i start to like my job, i have a day to make me hate it again? if anyone has all the answers you could probably save me a major headache...i will now go kill time till 2:15 (that's in 3:45, i am counting) then i will retrieve my?the boy...funny that even when we're at our worst he's still the best part of my day...
i just want to fall asleep with you
it took this for me to relieze that part...
oh yeah my little brother was on radio tonite...he makes me sooo proud...he/desert places is playing the modern exchange on sunday if your just going to sit aroung on your ass that nite get up & go...
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[20 Mar 2006|08:58pm] |
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do you ever wish you had no connection to your past or present???you could invent yourself as the moment goes...free of any history or regret...
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| DO YOU WANT POPCORN WITH THAT? |
[12 Mar 2006|08:05pm] |
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so i have only walked out of two movies in my whole life...
1). cannibal holocaust
2). the hills have eyes
both have unnecessary rape scenes, i can handle blood, gore muties, & flesh eating but not the expoiltation of women for the purpose of entertaining america (note the director isn't even american he's french is that what they do over there?). i wish these things came with disclaimers "this movie contains rape & violation of women for your amusement". do you think more or less people would see it? don't even let me get started on the nursing mother...
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[24 Jan 2006|10:13pm] |
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i stole this from someone i don't even know...
fuck the poets of the past, my friends
there are no beautiful suicides
just cold corpses with shit in their pants
& the end of the gifts.
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| ACT YOUR AGE~NO WAIT, ACT MINE |
[18 Jan 2006|07:25pm] |
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i just wanted to domesticate you but you keep pissing in the corner...
everything i never liked about you is seeping into me...
i just wanted to be the most important thing...
try to laugh about it now...
i just want to know it matters...
but isn't funny how everything works out...
i just reliezed i'm not even sure i care...
i guess the jokes on me...
i was up above it...now i'm down in it
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| DRUNKS SINGING TURN THE PAGE OUT OF KEY |
[25 Sep 2005|04:18am] |
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so it's four am...there's a drunk boy on my daddy's couch, preventing me from watch sex in the city...inadaquite lite in my room to prevent me from reading...i am two beers deep..and feeling nostalgic...okay fine three or four beer deep...the neighbor are drunk next to their fire pit...the radio was playing elton johns "someone saved my life tonite"...which lead to to dre which led to brian then to sam, sam to jammie to nate to halei...moving back home sure fucks your haead up...
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[07 Sep 2005|05:51pm] |
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but i think that the most likely reason of all...was that his heart was two sizes to small...
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